I have seen a million scenes
Of humanity closing its grip on me
In my time I've lived in hate
A consequent depressive state
The disconnect
That I feel to this world
Was bestowed on me
By my creator and lord
Inside my mind
I see the colour of red
A mindset I return to
Again and again
I'm dysphoric to this world
Inside my mind
It never ends
The yearning to absolve
Myself again
Looking straight into
Another's eye
Reminds me I care not
For another's life
Looking straight into
My reflection's eye
Reminds me I care not
For my own life
I'd rather sit by the lake and observe
As a thousand others drown into the earth
It's the way it should be, we all shall return
To this forsaken rock which we've proclaimed our curse
I lost my way with this world
A delusional sociopath on his own
Give to me a chance
To escape from this life
I wish to escape from this life
Give to me a chance
To escape from this life
I'm dysphoric to this world
To this world