UNDEADZ - Memories Faded Lyrics

Never thought this shit would be right away
Rather die than never find a way
Now my brain's all blurry up way too late
I can't forget all my mistakes oh
I'm just tryna stay awake
Pray the Lord my soul to forsake
Let's go again for one more take
I think I might've made mistake
And I'll admit I still think of then
And all the time that we spent
All the times that we talked and the times that we walked away
All the rhymes in the world won't change the past from grey
Always feel the same
I will never change up ways
I might go insane
While I'm waiting for another day
I'm just stayin laced up
Stackin up my pay stubs
When i fall I'm face up
Always got my face numb
Caught up in a basement
I need a replacement
For all the time threw away
For all the time I wasted
I could never be patient about this life
I'll wake up an get faded until I die
Gotta couple of habits I wish would die
That's some shit that I wish would just suicide
And I'll admit I still think of then
And all the time that we spent
All the times that we talked and the times that we walked away
All the rhymes in the world won't change the past from grey
Always feel the same
I will never change up ways
I might go insane
While I'm waiting for another day
Thinking of
All the memories I have
All the tendencies I lack
I don't blame u if you're sad
I can't really help this
This feeling I'm selfish
I hope that u felt this
Caught up in the wreckage