Dreamed about you last night
Woke up this morning crying
Said my prayers got myself dressed
Still feel like I'm dying
Don't know how to fix this
Everyday just exist
Pray through tears gritted teeth
Still these thoughts persist
I'm as lost as ever
Thought we'd go on forever
Guess I was wrong
I f*cked up you left for fairer weather
I can't really blame you
Still it hurts to say
I'll love you until the day I die
Ain't not other way
We ain't spoken in some months
Guess you prefer it that way
I still miss getting home
Seeing the smile on your face
That's before my wrongs
Before these melancholy songs
Before I hurt you one too many times
And you sent me along
I still hope and pray
That one day we may find ourselves
Crossed along each others paths
And I can crawl out of this hell
I ain't moving on
I can't move along I'm stuck outside
Staring at your window
Dreaming of your face every night