Sit in the dark and waste my time away
I'm wide awake
Staring at myself in the mirror screaming hide away
I hide away
I hide away so deep you'll never find me here
I can't find myself
I'm so deep in this lost
Everyday the silence just deepens the loss
Every moment passing by is trying keep me gone
Every silent whisper in my ear better off gone
Holding on for dear life waiting out this storm
Break down every day break down till I'm numb
Sick as f*ck, never letting go, the eternal song
And I'm here won't you look at me
Baby turn this up
I pray to God that your listening
This fire fills my lungs
Hear it in the tremble of my words
Burning up inside my chest
Baby I'll bite the curb
You could end it all
Turn me inside out with your words
Shaking like a child please scream at me love the hurt
I need to feel this pain the only love of mine left me to burn
I started the flame this is another lesson learned
Pull my eyes from the skull so they no longer cause me hurt
Pull my heart from my chest so it can no longer hurt me