TRAIL OF DEATH Video (MV)

I've never felt more broken than this moment
Tear out my eyes tear my heart out leave me open
To my surprise rock bottom feels like home
Bury me deeper until my memory is gone
If I'm honest
I see the worst in me
I see the hurt I bring
I see the trail of death
Following behind me
Lord please have mercy
Won't you guide me
One too many times
That I've been here before
Crumpled up black and blue
Sobbing on the floor
Labored breathing
I'm another lowly whore
Fell to my flesh again
The devil upped the score
I can't get my eyes to focus
On anything I really want
My eyes glossed over
For this self hating ritual
(Lord have mercy)
Once again I was so close
Every f*cking time the failures worse than before
I've never felt more broken than this moment
Tear out my eyes tear my heart out leave me open
To my surprise rock bottom feels like home
Bury me deeper until my memory is gone
If I'm honest
I see the worst in me
I see the hurt I bring
I see the trail of death
Following behind me
Lord please have mercy
Won't you guide me
I have been wretched I ain't been honest
I pray and beg the lord to forgive
I haven't been half what I should have
Hurting my lover again and again
Empty myself out sifting the wreckage
I haven't been okay since a little kid
I am a sinner I deserve suffering
Keep hurting myself again and again
I've never felt more broken than this moment
Tear out my eyes tear my heart out leave me open
To my surprise rock bottom feels like home
Bury me deeper until my memory is gone
If I'm honest
I see the worst in me
I see the hurt I bring
I see the trail of death
Following behind me
Lord please have mercy
Won't you guide me
I've never felt more broken than this moment
Tear out my eyes tear my heart out leave me open
To my surprise rock bottom feels like home
Bury me deeper until my memory is gone
If I'm honest
I see the worst in me
I see the hurt I bring
I see the trail of death
Following behind me
Lord please have mercy
Won't you guide me