UNDEAD SLUM - PRAY FOR ME Lyrics

Will you pray for me?
Another lost soul seeking Jesus
I'm begging the lords forgiveness
And pondering all my reasons
I'm worthy to be shown mercy
Know none of my effort is worth it
Relying solely on his goodness
The father whom which I worship
I'm battening down my hatches
Up armaments on the warship
Preparing for the worst to come
The devils tempting is torturous

Pray for me
Most holy Theotokos save me
Still in love with the world
My sins amass daily

Please pray for me
Know the devil only has hate for me
Glittering in the distance
Inches away from enslaving me
Waiting patiently
Laying snares in the way for me

Stare at my own reflection in the mirror for too long
I'm staring at this hollowed out shell I had become
Drown in my own ego need to aspirate my lungs
Reject my own will, offer it up, cling to the sons
I'd give him all my best, but all I've sowed thus far is dust
I'm failing trying my way so I'm using all my trust
This ain't faith, this a cry for help
I'm terrified what I might find
Will haunt me to my end of days
And well into the afterlife
I don't deserve forgiveness
I'm a scumbag, I'm a sinner
But I can't help but beg him for it
I've been told it's freely given
Hard to believe a man like me
Could ever see heaven gates
I'm so depraved in every way
Pray he stays me from the grave