UNDEAD SLUM - MORE THAN I COULD PUT INTO WORDS Lyrics

If I died today would you notice
I don't really want to know the truth
Just let me keep hoping
Wishing I was with you
I swear the airs getting colder
Bundle up for the winter time
My hands already frozen
Wish you'd come hold them
My bones hurt and my voice trembles
My lungs burning dead cold
Knowing this is all my fault
That shit hurts my soul
Reminiscing bout warmer days
Ain't nothing warm like home
You were my own
Miss you in the worst way
This pains taking its toll
I could think up a million reasons why
You should let me back
I can't think of another future
Please don't leave me in the past
See your pictures I shed tears
Shut my eyes till I see black
Visions of you in the daytime
You are every thought I seem to have
I am still in love with you
More than when you were still with me
I fantasize about seeing you
And doing it all again way different
I pray to god that you see in me
Something worth holding on to
I hope and pray that you think of me
And our memory is still fond to you
Pray all hope isn't gone in you
Every song I've written is a song for you
Maybe one day you'll hear them
And know how much I long for you
I can't seem to get the words out
Keep trying till I get it right
Write a million poems for you
But none of my words ever feel right
I'll just keep holding on
To your memory
Till I'm dead and gone
Keep sakes and your pictures in my phone
Keep me company when I feel alone
Miss you more than I ever thought I could
I love you more than I could put into words