I've got shit burned in my memory, it won't go away
I've seen shit I should have never seen, no kid should ever see
Traumatizing images and videos, that f*cked my head
I had to learn about my past, I'll never be normal again
I've seen shit that you have seen, they want us sick of mind
Build our tolerance to pornography and people dying
Chasing high we'll never find, wondering how'd we get so low
I'll never find my peace of mind, I can't escape what i now know
I've seen what's on my TV, that shit'll make you spiral
Taking my amphetamines so I can stare a good long while
Soaking in conditioning, turn down my empathy dial
No compassion for my fellow man seeing death now makes me smile
I've seen people ripped apart, I've seen people brutalized
I've seen too many mass graves, now I don't value human life
I've watched women f*cked by strangers, sodomy millions of times
I can never know if I witnessed rape carried out in front my eyes
I've got shit burned in my memory, it won't go away
I've seen shit I should have never seen, no kid should ever see
Traumatizing images and videos, that f*cked my head
I had to learn about my past, I'll never be normal again
I've seen shit that never leaves, no longer value innocence
I've seen things I don't believe, I wish I could just once forget
I've locked my eyes to my screens and stared in horror at this shit
I cant make it go away, please just let me once forget
I wont do this to my kids, they wont know a f*cking thing
They wont be begging to forget atrocities they have seen
They will know the love of Christ, they will bow down to the king
They will know that I am there through all the pain this world can bring
I will cry and I will do my best to let it fade away
I will sensitize myself to watching human skin turn grey
I will help my heart to heal, keep these horrors from my eyes
I will not contribute to another's ultimate demise
I've got shit burned in my memory, it won't go away
I've seen shit I should have never seen, no kid should ever see
Traumatizing images and videos, that f*cked my head
I had to learn about my past, I'll never be normal again
I've got shit burned in my memory, it won't go away
I've seen shit I should have never seen, no kid should ever see
Traumatizing images and videos, that f*cked my head
I had to learn about my past, I'll never be normal again