Unbeliever - Cult Lyrics

I drown in an ocean of nothingness
I watch from afar the lies I have built collapse
I'll never see the light and I'm terrified
When each day smothers me into this prison
At every step my feet sink more into these quicksands
Now that I face the truth the feeling's bitter
Behind this mask I thought I'd hide forever
Now time passes, it crumbles
I can't play pretend anymore
Floating outside of my own skin
Trying to find a way in when I'm trapped in my own cell
This shiver passing through my spine
Reminds me I am alive only when I close my eyes
Hollow to a point I am so shallow
Let me just dissolve into the unknown
All the shapes that I trace don't recall me home
Like the memory my mind holds
The longer the suffering
The deeper the knife sinks in
As my shell is splintering I feel so vulnerable
There is a ghost staring at my own reflection
I drown in an ocean of nothingness
I watch from afar the lies I have built collapse
If I ever see the light
If I ever