Unaverage Gang - Malevolent Lyrics

I've been burnin
Ever since I was raised up
A young boy and he burnin off his taste buds
With no joy
Just another f*cken day that he can't find dedication
And relying on the mood swings from the medications
Always questioning
Where the f*ck do I fit in?
Is it all up in my mind?
Or is there maggots in my skin?
Trying to find the cause
Lacking evidence
It's just a case
Of another lost soul
In the dark, about to break
I ain't gonna act
Like I haven't been there before
I'm always hard on myself
Cause I'm diggin it more
With the time that I spent
All alone in the dark
And think of many ways
I can leave this earth with a mark
And try to breathe
Only you can be the one to see
Cause behind the close doors
You don't wanna take a knee
Try to look up
At the shit you left out
And you build what is there
Cause you'll never find out
Yeah

Riding through the purgatory rolling the dice
I don't f*ck anybody
Hope you get that shit right
Bitch I'm hunting on Hallows Eve
Got me feeling like I'm Mike
Put this blade up to your neck
I'll have you begging for your life
If I get suspicious
Pull the trigger like it's effortless
Split your wrist with scissors
Cut you open just to measure less
Pull up in the LS400 and rocking hollow tips
Ridin with my gang like sleepy hollow
Taken all they heads
Creeping in the shadows im that demon in Insidious
And when you have a nightmare
Just remember that I'm causing it
I'm the f*ckin reaper
And I'm here take away your breath
This is the beginning got that scythe
That's tatted on my head
Hating mothaf*ckas acting like they shit don't stank
But the truth is that these pussies
Don't have a clue what it takes
Loading up the Ks
I grab the mags and I aim at yo face
45 dumping I'm pumping slugs til your body caves