UltraVatic - Dereal Lyrics

I take
A step
In the right direction
Is this a dream
Is this a dream
I see
A tree
Holding all perfection
But I am not clean
Is this a dream
I need
A way
To lose my infection
I can't make a sound
But I've got to scream
I have
No part
In anyone's affection
I feel the seam
This is a dream

I made up words for every song
I prayed my mind won't tell me wrong
I had a thought that I was strong
I've waited for so long
For a life
Where I'm not scared to sleep
For the day
Where Im not scared to speak
Taking the Blame
Dreaming of fame
Sitting too close to the flame
Clean my stains
There'll be nothing of me that remains
That's keeping myself from going insane