Ugo Apex - Spaceships (feat. MoyoFuga) Lyrics

But you know me I can't sleep sometimes
See the demons coming when I close my eyes
Finger on the trigger cos I'm paralyzed
Maybe that's the reason I just can't survive
I can't survive
Some nights I can't close the door
Don't know why I'm insecure
I drink cos I'm paranoid
I swear I'm not from this planet
I took too much damage
My spaceship crash landed
I'm trapped in this world
I'm not from this planet
I took too much damage
My spaceship crash landed
I'm trapped in this world
Now tell me why I feel numb to the pain
Everyday I walk like I'm stuck in the rain
See I ain't never fit in in this world that we live in
I was painted as the villain or a glitch in a game
Ain't shit changed
But the money that I got now
A lot of ni**as acting funny when I touchdown
I'm just a starving artist tryna reach the top now
I hide the pain with a smile at the shows that I shutdown
But when the lights dim and the night ends
And I gotta go back to my nightmares
Hope this liq that i sip help me fight fears
Cos I been dealing with a lot and I'm quite scared
I lost my heart to some bullshit
I'm talking bout the only person I was cool with
She will sit in the booth while I do this
And now the only time we talk is in the music
True shit
But you know me I can't sleep sometimes
See the demons coming when I close my eyes
Finger on the trigger cos I'm paralyzed
Maybe that's the reason I just can't survive
I can't survive
Some nights I can't close the door
Don't know why I'm insecure
I drink cos I'm paranoid
I swear I'm not from this planet
I took too much damage
My spaceship crash landed
I'm trapped in this world
I'm not from this planet
I took too much damage
My spaceship crash landed
I'm trapped in this world