Men this school shit is killing me
It's draining me of all my energy
And lately I've been feeling like I might be in a cemetery
Cos everyone around me looking dead as f*ck
And parents don't know that this shit is tough
So now I'm stressing out
I feel in doubt when I make a move
Cos people watching and I'm too scared to even lose
See I'm just thinking what my mum will say
Boy you can't afford to fail after what we pay
See I just wish that I could take a trip to the past
When I used to skip class just to play
Girls with the ass I would smash hit it fast till she crash
Getting mad cos a n*gga never stay
But that was in my old life when I was a little kid
Reminiscing on the things that a n*gga did
Just to feel good when the world got cold
Mama said everything that glitter ain't gold
Ain't gold ain't gold and this is how it go
The one you call your bro might be plotting on your soul
So keep your friends close but your enemies closer
Men the life that we live a rollercoaster
See I just wanna go back to the playground
Get my mind off the things that I say now
I hold it down for the n*ggas that stayed down
We gon make it out if you got faith now
So I had to step back just to see it from a different view
I wasn't sick but the finishing was clinical
Such a miracle that we beat the odds
Overcoming obstacles driving in the deepest fogs
Just to make it to the top like
You ever felt you was shining till the day nepa comes around and offs light
And when I aim I'm going top right
So if you keeping in my post then you bout to have a rough night
Remember summertime chilling with the homies
We was little kids looking up to the bigger OGs
Like i wish I could have a Benz too
I wish I could get a girl and her friends too
But real life ain't really how it's s'posed to be
And everyone I know never notice me
So I had to stay focused
Sat down and wrote this
And hoping when you listen you gon f*ck with me
See I just wanna go back to the playground
Get my mind off the things that I say now
I hold it down for the n*ggas that stayed down
We gon make it out if you got faith now
If you got faith now it's gonna be well
If your living life and your going through hell
Listen up close to the message imma tell
Keep your heart strong so your soul never sail
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