U9 - My Disguise Lyrics

Saw it in my eyes
Still think it's right
Scrolling down my phone
It's like I'm hypnotised
Lowkey and shy
I don't even why
Holding on to one thing now I'm in disguise
No one can afford to buy that diamond ring hey
Focus on yourself not someone else's shiny gold
Staring at the ceiling, it's been going for days
How you're doing so far?
I need someone else to look out for me in case I go insane
I need someone else to count on
I need to kinda laugh at myself in case you couldn't be there
I always thought you would be there
I can tell you're lying
No need to hide
Deceiving, that's the worst thing you have given me
Aimed at us
Shivers down our spines
Two targets one shot
Pull the trigger you won't bleed
Turns out all of the doors were locked
I can't go in yeah
Me myself and I, Cigarettes ran out, I'm on the floor
Congratulations you have kept me hostage all day
I have nothing left now
I need someone else to look out for me in case I go insane
I need someone else to count on
I need to kinda laugh at myself in case you couldn't be there
I need to kinda turn down my pride, to shine light, on my disguise
I got no shame believe me.
Heard your voice
I think you said
I'll see you around
It's cold out side
Sun seems bright
I needed to feel that one time
Words are knife
I needed to lie
Hide from the world and move on
I need someone else to look out for me in case I go insane
I need someone else to count on
I need to kinda laugh at myself in case you couldn't be there
I need to kinda turn down my pride, to shine light, on my disguise
I got no shame believe me