U4l Judo - Learn To Be Alone Lyrics

I'm still trynna' learn to be lonely
Christa told me all things that I have no control of I can't let control me
And Christian told me to not listen to what people say just believe what they show me
And some of the people I would've gave everything act like they don't even know me
I don't wanna' do this anymore
I just wanna' go back to before
I hope you don't change everything ain't the same but don't ever act like you're below me
I know I've been distant but listen I'm working for us trynna' get what they owe me
You know I missed out on a lot and I know I have time but it's hard to go slowly
All the hard works gonna show
I can really feel it in my soul

Yea, I can really feel it in my soul (A lot of sleepless nights)
Yea, I can really feel it in my soul (A lot of sleepless nights)
Yea, I dont want to do this anymore (Some people forget that other people can feel)
I just want to go back to before (Some people don't feel nothing)
(I'm not one of those people)

I don't know how to forgive cuz' it's hard to forget how the things you're did had me feeling
You disappeared when I told you how I felt about you it hurt me I'm working on healing
All of the nights when you were talking to other guys, I was lonely talking to the ceiling
I wonder if Gods up there
(Are you listening)
I really wish Lo was still here
(But he's with him)
So many nights it was really a fight I had so many thoughts while avoiding a million
I will not change who I am as a man I don't care if they tried to offer me a billion
I know about integrity be faithful to high moral standards don't think about switching
I know that life ain't fair
And you don't even care

I'm still trynna' learn to be lonely
Christa told me all things that I have no control of I can't let control me
And Christian told me to not listen to what people say just believe what they show me
And some of the people I would've gave everything act like they don't even know me
I don't wanna' do this anymore
I just wanna' go back to before
I hope you don't change everything ain't the same but don't ever act like you're below me
I know I've been distant but listen I'm working for us trynna' get what they owe me
You know I missed out on a lot and I know I have time but it's hard to go slowly
All the hard works gonna show
I can really feel it in my soul