I don't wanna, But I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak (cognac)
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak
I'ma get lit, I don't care about the consequence
36 zips, I'ma sip, on a bottle of Hen
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm poppin on the xans
Smokin on the whole ounce, call that shit an onion
Takin pills, runnin hills, catch me out in Runyon
Cuttin trees down, feelin like Paul Bunyon
I gave her the business, I told him it's nunya
Ooh ooh, yuh, hey hey, poppin pills everyday
Called the plug, told him hold it for me that's a layaway
Stay away, I'm known to cause harm and damage when I'm hammered
A gram I cannot manage, I keep goin til I can't stand it
Didn't plan it
I was gonna stop after only 3 Xanax
But I end up takin 5 again
F*ck it I'll make 5 amends
Poppin xans like vitamins
Like I said, can't nobody hold me back
Drinkin on that cognac, 12 shots that's a zodiac, ayy
I don't wanna, But I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak
I'ma get lit, I don't care about the consequence
36 zips, I'ma sip, on a bottle of Hen
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm poppin on the xans
Give a f*ck about recovery
I'm lettin my demons out
F*ck the shit I dream about I'd rather be a fiend without
Means of how to deal with shit
Numb and I'm not feelin shit
Why the f*ck would I open up
I'd rather keep concealin it
Realest shit, f*ck a solution I'd rather keep usin
Until I overdose, or locked in an institution
Man I know the results
I know exactly where it leads me
But when I'm dry and I'm needy
I can't help it, I'm fiendin
Lord, tell me what's the meanin
I know this life ain't mean for me
They made it look so cool, but I just feel so empty
Lord can you please help me
Hold on, the plug just hit me up
I've just been feelin so down
I need a little pick me up, God damn
I don't wanna, But I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm drinkin on that yak
I'ma get lit, I don't care about the consequence
36 zips, I'ma sip, on a bottle of Hen
I don't wanna, but I'm gonna
Can't nobody hold me back
Smokin on the, marijuana
And I'm poppin on the xans