TYNO - BE Lyrics

Been some long nights
Inside of my head
Choke off the smoke that
Lives in my chest
And after everything
I still wish you the best
But I wish I could forget

The long war
My heart sore
Yeah, I done gave you more
Than what you paid for
I swear you and your mother
Of the same sort
Yeah, I watched you walk
Right out the front door

What did I come to find?
Wish my heart was f*ckin' bulletproof
You had both my wrists tied
From day one you never
Told the truth Yeah,
You stabbed my back
Then declined
Then I told you it's fine
Part of me knows that you lied
But couldn't kick you
Out of my life
Yeah

Part of me feels like
I don't deserve it
But part of me feels
Just like I earned ya
But part of me still feels
I can't be certain
Then part of me still feels
I'm too determined
These days
I feel the pressure of
Pursuing my purpose
Shed some light upon
This realm before they
Close every curtain
Meditate until I lift
All of these f*ckin' curses
Learn from my mistakes
I know I ain't no Mr. Perfect

When I say more
You say less, baby
Been fed up but you're
Still feeding off my energy
Memories all on the repeat
Brought me back to no sleep
I always loved you, make no mistake
But you gave your heart with no key
Do you still think about me?
Even if we would've been
Better off
Like that we kept
What we bartered off
Tell me the f*ck
Do you mean?
When you say that I
Didn't care at all
When you're the only thing
That I breathe
And the only thing that I see
But you only care about alcohol
And some random guy
That can get you off

And you still haunt me
In my dreams
And you still haunt me
When I sleep
Couldn't give me no peace
Now tell me what the f*ck
We're supposed to be?

Now what the f*ck
We supposed to be?
Now tell me what the f*ck
We're supposed to be?

I was
F*cked up
But bitch you're really
F*cked up
Left me with your stuff
While you were dealing
Out your love
Huh
Till you came
And you picked it up
Had a soft spot but you
Turned it tough
Curved every single doubt
But you broke my trust
Threw dirt on my name
When I showed you love
We were same time
In the same place
It was breaking news
All on the front page
Then we stuck together
Through rough days
Then we ended it
In the worst way
Now I'm right where
I should be
On the way to
My dreams
Now close your eyes
And believe
Now close your eyes
And believe

It's been some long nights
Inside of my head
Choke off the smoke that
Lives in my chest
And after everything
I still wish you the best
But I wish I could forget