Lonely Video (MV)

I look for others to fix my insecurities
When really I need to find it deep inside of me
I don't know what love is
And it doesn't know me
It feels like the world is trying to end me

I've been going through a lot
Feels like nobody's there
Been telling people things
To make them feel less scared
I don't want you to worry
But I just feel bare
And lately life feels lonely without someone who cares

I've been looking for boys
To make me feel complete
But all the ones I find
Just end bittersweet
I know I need myself
And they don't love me
But really I can't help it I just get lonely

I've got to work it out
I know i'll get better
It's just taking forever
I'm pushing everyone away
I hope that they know
I don't want them to go

My life is moving fast
Got too much going on
I know it gets bad
But i've gotta stay strong
The smallest things hurt me
And I know it's dumb
But my feelings are valid
Sometimes I just feel numb

I think too much
I've been told millions of times
By the ones who are most on my mind
I know they care
Sometimes it just gets lost
Inside
My thoughts