Tyler Gifted - Losing Sleep Lyrics

I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This life ain't for the weak pray the lord my soul to keep
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This pain has cut me deep hurt so much I barley speak
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
I'm never getting sleep how much more will it take from me
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
What's it cost to let me free I just wanna feel complete
Wanna know what a mill feel like
Wanna know what the hills look like
My bank account look too light
Probably a reason I don't sleep at night
Just hit 30 I'm way too stressed
Always in my head what I'm gonna do next
Had a long week tryna decompress
People in my ear tryna tell me what's best
Am I too late that's been the question I'm asking Myself on the daily
How long will it take for me to realize repeating the cycle won't change me
I know it don't help feeling bad for myself
I gotta work with the cards that were dealt
Feel like I'm way behind everyone else
Comparison leads to destruction of self
Been up so long can't think straight
Thoughts moving at a fast pace
More blunts in that ash tray
I'm too attached to what the world say
Got back up just to fall again
Sucks always feeling like you're on the edge
Wishing you could get back time you spent
I wonder where this road leads in the end
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This life ain't for the weak pray the lord my soul to keep
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This pain has cut me deep hurt so much I barley speak
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
I'm never getting sleep how much more will it take from me
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
What's it cost to let me free I just wanna feel complete
Try to do right for all my kids
Hope the lord forgives all my sins
Took my Ls but where's my wins
I been giving all I can give
Is it enough I don't know
The clock move fast in my time zone
Gotta do more pronto
Change won't come when you too slow
Most days I be stuck inside my mind am I going crazy
Put on a smile act like fine pretend that things don't phase me
Got no problem going ghost
It's more comfortable to be alone
Love taught me how to hate
Hate taught me how to grow
I'm sick of being tired sick of living like this
Scrambling around like there's something I missed
Disoriented feeling like it's hard to exist
Fighting with my thoughts I never resist
Minds playing tricks paranoias here to stay
Self isolation I don't get enough space
Walls close in till I feel my chest cave
What's rest to a man that'll never takes breaks
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This life ain't for the weak pray the lord my soul to keep
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
This pain has cut me deep hurt so much I barley speak
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
I'm never getting sleep how much more will it take from me
I've been losing sleep
I've been losing sleep
What's it cost to let me free I just wanna feel complete