Was I made to kill or was I made to love
Choppas out something like a barber
You get faded up taking drugs
Only purpose was to interrupt
Then my brain erupts
Then I get ideas and that's dangerous
I got some thoughts I'm concealing
I got some thoughts out the ceiling
I got some tucked under table and bookmarks and labels about how I'm feelin
If you get a chance to read bout me
I promise you'll gain understanding
I promise one day I might land
I promise the world to your hands
I kidnap the salt with the sand
Replacin the ocean again I'm way too colossal to stand
I'll piss in a pot then pop full of rocks kick out the rocks and punch out the clock
I might be alone at the top I'm never alone to an op
I don't get along with no op I'm never alone to a cop
I don't get atoned for my crimes they say they sent warning of shots
These niggas is fake and they phony they said they was all on the block
They photos be shopped like adobe
They souls is the same as a croc
I got the Glock in my sock I beat right down your block
Take the AC out the windows cause I'm hot
Bitch I'm on a rise get inflated never pop
How you going up on a rise at the top
Would you still love me for myself and my drop
Could you see me for my ugly
Could you see me for my ruggedness
Most people say they want what's real but they can't handle this
Most people say they wanna feel but they cancerous
I just want to hop on to my feels can I talk my shit
Darkness in my spirit I'm mistakes it for a way to live
Blind to my pain and the writings on the wall you gone keep on playin games and I'm bound to break the laws
I have pain in my heart something like a broken jaw
How you say you know what love is?
You ain't never hated
Im pushin to my destiny cause patience overrated
They keep pushing keep on testin me my pencil gon' erase em
I got fears and nightmares but when I sleep I swear I face em
I got rappin addiction I'm trying to cap my addiction
I just keep spitting and spitting and spitting
I can tell the fact from the fiction
Add a bar to the other bar not math but it's a start
Took a small cut and gashed it up until you broke my heart
Gassed it up do the dash never goin back to park
I'm the car ride me fast ride me slow but never park