Should have never let you out of my life
Cause you still on my mind when you out of my site
Ok I had to switch it up for this one
Cause every time we interact, you say I'm acting different
And I'm still tryna piece together what done happened with us
And I tried to see this through, but this is past persistence
My past ain't distant, I just thought we could get past the tension
Not to mention I did everything you asked for didn't I
I said f*ck them temptations like they wasn't tempting
I had old age plans with you, like a pension
Thought we could always be connected like direct extensions
Yea. But I guess things change
And it's funny how success can just manifest out of pain
You can bet my effort reflects the energy that it brings
So don't act like we ain't the same
And don't act like you hate this game
You only hate me, till you love me again
And then you tell me not to start because you hate how it ends
I know they love you, but I hate advice you take from your friends
Too much at stake, to make mistakes, without then making amends
And I'm just taking it in
Told you I was never for this love shit
But I took a sip and now my head hurt. My heart split
And we've failed 100 times but still 101 I'd be all with
You only wish you never had it once you've lost it
And exhausted what you think is every option that involves it
You, me, and my pride. Tryna find a way we can all fit
Big things are too often broken up over small shit
But my pride saying call quits
Yea. But you the reason for feelings I cant explain
And those feelings are the reasons why the past I wouldn't change
Cause that would mean the lessons I've learned wouldn't remain
And then I wouldn't be the same
So who's to blame
Should have never let you out of my life
But sometimes being left alone the only way to get right
But you still on my mind when you out of my site