TwoDee - Save Our Souls Lyrics

Another night, another tear
Another reason for my fear
I lost my strength so long ago
All the strength that you once showed
Before you all have gone to pass
I wrote a song to show you that
I'm not perfect yet
Come and save my soul again

Hi, Nan
I guess I'll try to help you understand
I am not as planned
I am just the shell of a man, that you want me to be
Trying as hard as I can, but my brains hard as to please
Sometimes I just, sit back and look at my wrist
And admire the tattoo that is drawn on over it
But I get pissed
Cause it's supposed to remind me 'don't beat yourself up kid'
But it really reminds me I failed everything
Every friendship I had, and every reason to live
Cause the girl who came and got the tat
Hasn't texted me since
And it eats at my heart, that you wont be there to help me
When I am driving the car, two hundred k's up to Selby
So please come back from the dead
I just need another hug
And a hundred more hours cause your love was such a drug
Nannie you showed me how to love myself but I lost the way
So please come back to show me before I'm lost and say

Another night, another tear
Another reason for my fear
I lost my strength so long ago
All the strength that you once showed
Before you all have gone to pass
I wrote a song to show you that
I'm not perfect yet
Save my soul again

I never heard your voice, so we ain't ever communicate
But it was never disputed how much love you gave
You showed me patience and you showed me heart
And Grumps you showed me what it was to be a man from the start
I wish you coulda been here now
I need someone to show me how
How to break my mind free from the noose that it has tied around
I'm sorry to admit it best you know that I am hurt
But I am working on my fix, listen now I've still got The Search
Can you tell me it'll be alright
And easier to sleep at night
Tell me when I'm lost I have a reason not to end my life
All I'm saying is I miss you
And I wish I could just kiss you
And just have you round again
Sink a beer with my old friend
I'm so sad I never got to thank you
Now I'm staring at my tattoo
Got a house inside my mind but I am living out the back room
Call it Rumpus, sink some pool
Sorry Grumps if, I seem cruel
I just miss the time you came and picked me up from school

Another night, another tear
Another reason for my fear
I lost my strength so long ago
All the strength that you once showed
Before you all have gone to pass
I wrote a song to show you that
I'm not perfect yet
Save my soul again

I'm not saying I'm sorry, I didn't cherish the moments
But from here on out, when we're together, I'll focus
On appreciating what we have
Cause I know that when it's gone I'll want it back
You were my protector, my guardian angel
Head of the table
And you were the greatest grandma, ever since Rachel
It's funny how time changes perspective
And alters reality to keep us connected
But I'd perfected
Despondency, and just being alone
It's true that I love my family but I don't wanna be grown
So if I could have one wish
I would travel back to this
Holiday that we once had
I was swimming with my Dad
Merimbula was such a jam
I would try tell the fam
Gonna really find hard
I will struggle in the dark
But I know deep in my heart
That the car I will not start
Yeah the car it was a gift
Grandma gave so I could live
Now I say I'm gonna take my life with it

Another night, another tear
Another reason for my fear
I lost my strength so long ago
All the strength that you once showed
Before you all have gone to pass
I wrote a song to show you that
I'm not perfect yet
Save my soul again

I cannot believe that you've almost made a hundred
Trips around the sun, and I'm the one with days that's numbered
I can't tell but I have wondered
What are birthdays like after a hundredth
You say a crossword a day
Keeps dementia away
Then can you please tell me how, to keep depression at bay
Cause there's so much that I'm to learn, and I'm needing all your teaching
Is there something left to burn
After the passion in my heart is fleeting
It's all gone
It's all gone
It's all gone
Music is just left to write
What if it's not for the rest of my life
How am I to, ever get by
Maybe I'll hop on a plane, and let it fly
I went west to try and make some music, failed
I went east to try and find my cupid, failed
Now I'm frail
And I'm losing all my faith, that I'll ever make it back
After I had finished the eighth, I knew I needed, one more track
Just to tell you all I love you, and I really am quite scared
Now I know that when I close my eyes
You are all just right there

Another night, another tear
Another reason for my fear
I lost my strength so long ago
All the strength that you once showed
Before you all have gone to pass
I wrote a song to show you that
I'm not perfect yet
Save my soul again