Two Trains Left - Not Around Lyrics

I wake up late, And now I wait
I know you're so not ready for another fight
Can we just stop and then pretend
That everything, yeah everything's alright
I'm always out, I'm always blind
I fight with everyone especially in my mind
And now I've let you see this mess
How much longer now before we disconnect
Tell me why I'm waiting! oh oh
It's so frustrating
I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose
I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish
You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it
And now I understand what happens, when you are not around
I'm so upset, I'm just too blind
I fight with everything especially my mind
But I'm no help, I must be dumb
And I hate every little thing that I've become
Tell me why I'm waiting! oh oh
It's so frustrating
I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose
I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish
You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it
And now I understand what happens, when you are not around
I never thought I'd learn to grow without a purpose
I realise that I was wrong and kind of selfish
You were the one I always wanted, but I wrecked it
And now I understand what happens, when you are not around