Have you ever wondered if you found your soulmate, but they never found you
You fell in love but something or someone got in the way of them falling in love too
That somehow the eclipse decided to happen on your blue moon
And now you'll die cold and alone, with eyes as old and dark as stone
Take all I am, decompose me
Feed me to the words inside my head
Am I worthless
Exorcise me
Read me the word of God, burn out my only friends, play me a chorus of discord and envy
I don't know where I, really even belong to
I can't pick a side, between heaven and hell
It fills me up inside, this hole inside my chest
It feels like cyanide, bleeding into my flesh
I am so bored
Feeling this sore
Take all I am, decompose me
Feed me to the words inside my head
Am I worthless
Exorcise me
Read me the word of God, burn out my only friends, play me a chorus of discord and envy
Take away my friends from me and burn them out my skull
Exorcise these demons and they'll finally lose their home
And I won't ever regret a single second I spent with them
I won't ever regret a single second I spent with them
How could I regret spending time with my only friends
Curled up in a ball dreaming about being dead
They're the only reason I wake up
Because without them I wish I didn't wake up
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts
I've dreamt about dying so much
Hanging, shooting, poisoning, ripping out my own guts