I just f*cked up, I ain't even gonna cap
I got regret on my chest and the world on my back
Are these feelings even real?
I'm conflicted on how I feel
I've been lying to myself
I'm not true to what is real
Imma tell you how it is
I've been feeling f*cked up
I've been working so hard
Swear my head gon burn up
I'm not even myself I'm just a vessel working hard
Hole up in my heart I gave myself all these scars
What if this ain't real?
What if this ain't true
I can tell you one thing
I'll pick music over you
Man it's sad to f*cking say
But the truth can hurt sometimes
If I didn't have you
I'll have work and that is fine
Man it feels like a flame
In my heart burning up
I hope you can understand
I ain't ever giving up
I'll drop ever f*cking thing
For this little big dream
Turtle for life man it's bigger than it seems
Honestly girl I'm so very sorry
But I ain't ever gonna stop
Till my friends drive raris
Imma go on f*cking tour
Seeing all the f*cking world
Imma send you post cards hope that you are doing swell
I got big dreams
On this big earth
Don't care how you feel
Big dreams
On this big earth
Yeah I'm doing well
Big dreams
On this big earth
I got shit to do
Big dreams
On this big earth
Go find a new dude
What if this ain't real?
What if this ain't true
I can tell you one thing
I'll pick music over you
Man it's sad to f*cking say
But the truth can hurt sometimes
If I didn't have you
I'll have work and that is fine
Man it feels like a flame
In my heart burning up
I hope you can understand
I ain't ever giving up
I'll drop ever f*cking thing
For this little big dream
Turtle for life man it's bigger than it seems
You can hate me
And that's okay
I just hope now
That you okay
But I'm better now
All alone
All the pain caused
A lot of growth