Turning Bleu - Mirror's Secret Lyrics

I run away
Trying to escape my pain
Spend time each day
Reflecting on the secrets I made
Scars run deep deeper than the surface
Look in the mirror see a kid with all his burdens
Trying to find himself searching for a purpose
Only thing he finds is he's a lonely person
Stuck in a loop he tries to break the matrix
Skipping school elementary to grade six
Depression the cause but Mom couldn't face it
Ask why I'm home said the bus wasn't patient
But the truth is I was in the back crying
Petting my dog let him know that I'm trying
Wipe away my tears and we both start smiling
But it's temporary for the air would get violent
Siblings come home now everybody riot
Argue over what? My memories would hide it
I tried to escape but each side was defiant
That's when I learned it's best to stay silent ('Cause)
I run away
Trying to escape my pain
Spend time each day
Reflecting on the secrets I made
I think it's time I peak beyond the curtain
Reach deep inside and hug my younger version
Tell him that I'm sorry and tell him he's perfect
Let him know everything he did it was worth It
Yet he got me killed but you skip that statement
Tied me to a chair said it was for containment
Told me to be quiet stop with the complaining
Handed me a noose and hung me in the basement
Hey please excuse me but I don't think we've met
I am Turning Bleu A.K.A. your regrets
Looking for the truth I'm as real as it gets
Time for my return so I'll haunt you with my death
Don't you think there's a reason why he killed you
Everything you told him everything he went through
He was just a kid and you tried to kill his tissue
Let's work together to resolve all our issues ('Cause)
I run away
Trying to escape my pain
Spend time each day
Reflecting on the secrets I made
Spend time each day
Reflecting on the secrets I made