Turmoil XO - XO Lyrics

I made a f*ck up of my life
And I'm only seventeen
I got shit that I look forward to
Those things I've never seen

I lost so many friends
They weren't tryna keep me clean
And when I lose you by myself
Makes me wanna turn and fiend

Catch me running from the past
And I ain't ever looking back
Maybe I'll push it all over
And make the world bend over

Then I'll find you outside
You can go ahead switch sides
And I'll make you go crazy
That's been my mindset lately

Losing my mind over nothing
It's like I'm running from something
But that somethings not coming
Makes me question if I function

I still lose it over you
You make my hear turn blue
And I know it's out of love
But you always act like you above

Then I go and hit the store
You making me want more
Grab a bottle, another
Down it, pass it to a brother

And I stay tripping on nothing
I'm not tryna kick the bucket
But you still act like I broke it
Oh my God, you're so f*cking-

I got problems in my head
Disturbance from the feds
Catch a body not some lead
Don't make me do something I'll dread

I got things I'd love to do
And people I wanna see
Catch a ticket to wonderland
Then maybe I'll be free

But don't question my mind
You'll just go ahead and find
What I do inside my life
And I'll never be alive