Turfboy - Self-Portrait Lyrics

My time never comes
It just boils away inside my brain
The light-bulb I forgot to change
Was just a pupa infiltrating
Memories and fantasies
All at once and all at ease
The seed they planted in the soil
Got flooded and then it spoiled

It should've been mine
It should've been mine
It should've been mine
But I'm the seed that can't take root

Direct me
Valentine
Sweetest candy
Darkest pact
Plant me in the earth so deep
Water me then don't look back
All my wounds are just for me
I put them there for all to see
The bath will need a real good wash
But I won't spare it any thought

It should've been mine
It should've been mine
It should've been mine
But I'm the seed that can't take root

Medication only makes me sick
(Medication only makes me sick)
Medication only makes me sick
(Medication only makes me sick)
Medication only makes me sick
(Medication only makes me sick)
Medication only makes me sick
(Medication only makes me sick)