Tryna fall in love again is like lighting up on a rainy day
No matter just how hard you try, there's still no flame
I knew I wasn't ready and now All I feel is shame
And I'm playing with your heart Like it's some sort of game
(Turbo)
You out here drinking, what's the fun in that?
And to think I was just falling back
That's not how you used to act
So why you bout to change for that
I know you living the real life now
You got your friends and your drinks in the middle of the crowd
Ain't no one bringing you down
Was it the cars or the money or the bitches or the fame
That pushed you away
Got me wondering every day
Why didn't you stay
Was it them late night phone calls bitches on my phone
Was it them days you was alone I wasn't picking up my phone
Was it the things I said to you or were you mad about my tone
Only thing that this can't bring is pain There's something terribly wrong with my brain
I'm still holding on to hope
That the sparks will turn to flames
Hoping that the wind will stop
But it just doesn't feel the same
I keep telling myself that different is better
That it's a good thing that it feel like I just met her
(Turbo)
I just looked outside my window It's been raining for a long, long time
But I don't even mind Cause I know she ain't out there wasting her time
Hanging out with all these people that don't care about your mind
Like I do
I promise half of them don't even like you
Like I do
You gon' figure that out for yourself when you find someone else
For months and months all I wanted was you
But when you finally came back I didn't know what to do
Last thing that I wanted was to waste your time
But I find it kinda hard to express what's on my mind
I just keep on going
Maybe the love will start flowing
Broke up cause it wasn't working
Came back, why'd you have to be so perfect