Dissuaded I sway
Yeah I go back and forth
The heat of the South
The calm resides up North
Where do I belong
Is it among this air
Could I be more wrong
If I end up nowhere
I'll follow it down
Until I lose my way
Refusal to change
Stuck in my damn safe space
Sunshine on my mind
The rays they dry my eyes
All for snow and ice
To take me by surprise
There's times I want to open up to you
And let you in on every single thing that I'm feeling
And honestly, there's times I hope I never see you again
It doesn't mean that I have any hate in my heart towards you
But the branches never return to the trees that they fell from
You're the only one who could've taught me these life lessons
Falling out of love while rising up from this depression
How to build again can't be taught through therapy sessions
Texts I'll never send do not have answers to your questions
Dissuaded I sway
Yeah I go back and forth
The heat of the South
The calm resides up North
Where do I belong
Is it among this air
Could I be more wrong
If I end up nowhere