TT17 - Memories Lyrics

When you wasn't thinking straight, who the heck was there for you?
We kinda fell off, but I'm still tryna care for you
If you ever get sick, Ima buy a teddy bear for you
When I wasn't okay, I was looking, but where were you?
You say that we're not close, can we even be friends?
I'm not tryna date, cuz dating always ends
You say that all my hard work will never even pay off
It's like undefeated in season, but choking in the playoffs
When my eyes first saw you, I thought you'd be the one
Your personality awesome, your hair glow like the sun
But somehow I knew that I was too good for you
And then I ran with it, I ran off to my crew
I ran my mouth, thinking I'm too good
Couldn't bring myself to apologize even though I should
I thought you would laugh at me, turns out you would
Thought I would never bounce back, but I guess that I could
Cuz I'll always bounce back, don't let you affect me
But my heart still stops when I see that you text me
I just wanted to talk, I really thought you'd let me
Why'd I even try, when I knew that you'd reject me
But if you don't want me, you really don't deserve me
But I don't get why you played with me, acting flirty
This ain't a love story with 2 little birdies
Just one lost rapper tryna make it to his thirties
To all the people that hate me, you really must adore me
You running up my views and you running comments for me
You guys never have failed to really entertain me
I love you all, you haters never bore me
I went through February acting all depressed
Cuz I showed you my videos, and you said give it a rest
After that moment, we talked less and less
My confidence sky high, I know I'm the best
But I stay the most hated, the title kinda sticks
It's kinda like a photo, the memory stays
I had some memories with you, they'll never go away
Even though I shouldn't, I think about you every day
Not a day goes by where you don't cross my mind
But when I pass you in the halls, I say everything's fine
You were the first person I wished to call mine
I won't let a girl step me out of line
Cuz Ima live great, mansion in Miami
And you gonna live terrible, projects in the valley
Ima have a future, I'm selling out arenas
Ima hire a maid, and you'll prolly be the cleaner
I swear on my life, Ima make it one day
Ima make it one day, I don't care what you say
You gonna come running back, when I'm selling out staples
And want all my money when I'm signing all the papers

You can't control my life