Trzsten - Food for Thought Lyrics

As I let my hair grow out, do I dare go down
This path of enlightment, or back down to righteousness
Hard to admit, but I don't know what life is
Lately havin' trouble tellin' wrong from the right shit
Mind workin' night shifts
Soul seekin' tight-knit love from the people
But once they reap you of your funds, they leave you
So evil, deceitful, but equals art on my easel
My eyes see thru this world for, what it really is
And my mind tricks itself, always telling it it's brilliant
Major resilience for those raisin' our youth
And my tongue is bitter from the taste of the truth
And my thumbs have blisters from, scrollin' thru my phone
No one even calls me no more
So what's my point to live
I've got so much to give
I put the shit out, whether hit or miss, cuz I'm commited
That's just how I'm livin
Nose snifflin', from sicknesses, caused by businesses
Profittin', off carcinogens, such as cigarittes
Heart's seekin' love, so that shit don't even pump blood
Eyebrows raised when explained where we come from
Faith deteriorates every time i look above
Receptors, seekin' drugs, that's when push comes to shove
And my f*ckin' ears are merely conductin' the fear
Of bein' stuck on a sphere, and gettin' f*cked in the rear
By a motherf*ckin' faulty government
Feels like punishment just bein' under it
I can't conform to all your fundaments
And the media coverage doesn't, heal all the suffering
From the kids, who's lives stripped by gun violence
But my dreams is, what's keepin' me from seizing
And my demons assume the role of adhesive
Stick the pieces, making meaning out of grievance
Leave 'em speechless, as I'm breakin' down my thesis
Since a fetus, even longer, since a semen
I've been fiendin', for my purpose, I've been seeking
Every season the search I speak of only deepens
Keep repeating,"It all happens for a reason"