I lost my mind to find my soul
Thought I was fine
But thinking bout livin' my life
Grown old cos time done passed
I got no more
And most of yall gasp like
"Oh shit hope I last 86 years or more"
Aight but I can't relate to that shit
I can't relate to that shit
I'm losing my battles
Feel like I should quit like I said that I did with the cigs
But I'm taking the hit after flicking the ash
Know I'm just stuck in the past
Blowin the smoke in response when you asked if I'm obsessed with death
Or just a psychopath
Thing is I don't really know
Most of the time I just put on a show
Maybe you have a heart in your chest
But for me, its a hole and I can't ever rest
I've been losing control
Maybe you have a heart in your chest
But for me, its a hole and I can't ever rest
I've been losing control
Got my emotions going f*cking up everything
Can't f*cking move
When I wake up I feel every vein aching just to go away
Every day's the f*cking same
Can't deal with the f*cking pain anymore