Tired Video (MV)

Lately
All my days run together and maybe
It's a sign It's a sign
But I don't pray to no god
I really think I'm just tired I
Need to take care of myself
Need to learn how to ask help
I feel the pressure rise
I hate the lows and highs
I don't want to be selfish
But I just wanna die
And I do not know why
Something in my mind
I just can't control it
I just need to focus
Focus focus focus
Crossing these lines when I'm money devoted
They say that it's all in my heart
But heart full of pride when it's out in the open
I don't need lies when I'm trying to cope with depression
No trickle I'm drowning in ocean
The Devil inside me
No Jesus to save me
To answer my prayers or stand for devotion
I'm just a human
All I can prove is I'm here the rest of its all speculation
Everyone just want a cause for the fight
Everyone so afraid of being basic
It's in the blood
It's in the water
It's in the government
Who are you blaming?
The shit that you talking will keep you in check
Just deal with the fact that your f*cking afraid of
Lately
All my days run together and maybe
It's a sign It's a sign
But I don't pray to no god
I really think I'm just tired I
Need to take care of myself
Need to learn how to ask help
I feel the pressure rise
I hate the lows and highs
I don't want to be selfish
But I just wanna die
And I do not know why
Something in my mind
I just can't control it
I just need to focus
Focus focus focus
Swallow an addy to keep in line
Roll up my problems to buy me some time
I don't do water just give me the wine
Yeah yeah
Feel like I'm losing my mind
Yeah yeah
I just feel like that I need me some time