Trvp Lvne - Apologetic Lyrics

Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
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Another youngin' gone damn
R.I.P to Quack
R.I.P to Aunt Donna
I wish i could bring you back
I remember every memory
And i'ma make em last
You was so misunderstood
I can't believe you gone for good
Damn
Before you died
You called me like 5 times
You told me nigga you hot
And recited like 5 lines
You said now nigga let's get this chicken like popeyes
Now i'm sitting here shedding tears
Like a nigga with 5 eyes
Like
Lord please give me strength and give my mom some too
They was always raised to think there's nothing God won't do
Please cover my cousin Omar
Swear that man got no heart
His pop been gone and now his mom gone too
I can't start to imagine what that guy goin' through
I said i can't even imagine what that man goin' through
When his daughters want their grandma
What that man gon' do?
How that man gon' tell his kids
They gotta stand strong too ?
Huh
Damn Aunt Donna
Did you have to take your life? Shit
Broke my f*cking heart
I had nightmares every night
And i know you were going through it
But you were the fighting type and
I thought that you could handle it
I know you felt abandonment
I know you're gone
And that's what makes loving you tough
I'm sorry Aunt Donna
I guess we just ain't love you enough
Everytime
I was around you gave me nothin' but love
That's why i look in the mirror with so much f*cking disgust
Never thought death would cross your mind
I guess the devil possessed it
Situation been deadly
We just never assessed it
For that
I apologize
Tears falling from my eyes
Must've had bad reception
Cause we never got your message
I hope peace is what you rest in
That's what you deserve
Cherish every single thing about you
You're the definition of a blessing
This shit has to be heard
Cause shit will never be the same without you
R.I.P
I'm Sorry
If at times my love wasn't enough
If i made times harder
When they were already rough
I know you reached out to me
For help and i called your bluff
So I'm Sorry
Those times that i neglected your love
And i didn't care
I swear to god
It's like i feel your presence in the air
I feel your spirit everywhere
And if you're really there
Then I'm Sorry
My apologies
Regret done finally got to me
I never was a sorry nigga
And now that's who i gotta be
I gotta get to heaven now
Because i just got to see you
I would give my life to see you
Til then my apologies
Yeah yeah yeah
Yeah yeah yeah ay
Yeah yeah yeah
This nightmare
There's not a day that i don't think about ya
This ain't a pain that i can bare
This shit is really real
Man you ain't here
Still see your face up in my tears
I know you're somewhere up there in the air
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I ain't a killer but i swear
This anger over powers all my fears
So if i ever see that nigga face
I'm gon' make his face disappear
Hope you have the mansion
And that whip you always wanted
Waiting when you got to heaven
They told me that they knew that you would make it
They lied now i can't trust a reverend
Swear to god i hate that f*cking church
That pastor too he put you in the dirt
God tell me how this supposed to work
I had to put my family in the hearse
Used to rumble everyday i saw you
Whooped my ass every single time
You left us broken should've seen my mom
Just know i mean every single line
Used to rumble everyday i saw you
Whooped my ass every single time
You left us broken should've seen my mom
Just know i mean every single line
Heart frozen
Got me colder than some ice
I remember when i used to cry myself to sleep at night
Looked for answer from the lord
And he said it'll be alright
Only way it'll be ok
Is if i get to see your light again
It's nothing but dark now
I'm getting followed by thee dark clouds
Swear it's nothing but night here
Come wake me up from this nightmare
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