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I'm surrounded by drugs and i'm tryna get out like euphoria
I gotta think 'bout myself and stop trying to impress these hoes I don't care if I'm boring 'em
No I don't like drinking pop but when hit the quick trip and double my cup yeah i'm pouring up
Yeah I been feeling so down and this beautiful girl is the start of this shit like Historia
The way that these bitches be treating i'm goin' to heaven 'cuz not gonna lie I been in hell
I haven't been sleeping so yeah I been working since 7 i'm wondering if you can tell
I'm loving the money the music and you know i'm dressing but all of my confidence fell
I'm pouring like all of this medicine into my beverage I need to take care of myself
The music been here I ain't have nothing else
I been taking drugs and it ruins my health
My mental been saggin' like I need a belt
My demons they tryna drag me into hell
Been losing my mind tryna get to the wealth
Lately I been quiet like i'm doing stealth
I'm going aggressive on niggas they might call a flagrant i'm sorry I might need a ref
Been this way since a kid growing up I was anxious
Just hit my line no I don't need an agent
Haven't been getting no rest need a blanket
Man once I get me a chance imma take it
Yeah I miss hopping on beats like this i'm expressing myself with the music my favorite
Yeah I been on that lil playboy shit all these hoes wanna f*ck and these niggas is hating
I'm surrounded by drugs and i'm tryna get out like euphoria
I gotta think 'bout myself and stop trying to impress these hoes I don't care if I'm boring 'em
No I don't like drinking pop but when hit the quick trip and double my cup yeah i'm pouring up
Yeah I been feeling so down and this beautiful girl is the start of this shit like Historia
The way that these bitches be treating i'm goin' to heaven 'cuz not gonna lie I been in hell
I haven't been sleeping so yeah I been working since 7 i'm wondering if you can tell
I'm loving the money the music and you know i'm dressing but all of my confidence fell
I'm pouring like all of this medicine into my beverage I need to take care of myself
I heard from some bitches I guess I ain't know imma flirt
I don't wanna lead this hoe on but she keep coming back and I know that she thinks i'm a jerk
These niggas must think that i'm bullshitting 'round but if i'm being honest im putting in work
I'm counting the paper and i'm on the route to some more so you know that i'm makin' it twerk
I might seem all calm and composed but i'm real close to losin' not gon lie it i'm on the verge
The only thing bringing me happiness is money music my gang so i'm finna go splurge
Some people must think i'm so arrogant but it's me versus myself and i'm ready to purge
And all of this shit that i'm going through made me the emperor so I don't care what you heard
I'm surrounded by drugs and i'm tryna get out like euphoria
I gotta think 'bout myself and stop trying to impress these hoes I don't care if I'm boring 'em
No I don't like drinking pop but when hit the quick trip and double my cup yeah i'm pouring up
Yeah I been feeling so down and this beautiful girl is the start of this shit like Historia
The way that these bitches be treating i'm goin' to heaven 'cuz not gonna lie I been in hell
I haven't been sleeping so yeah I been working since 7 i'm wondering if you can tell
I'm loving the money the music and you know i'm dressing but all of my confidence fell
I'm pouring like all of this medicine into my beverage I need to take care of myself
(You could say I am the biggest nobody of them all)