To be honest mane f*ck being patient a nigga been tired of waiting
All I think about is money I barely have conversations
I been fighting inner demons who steady be contemplating
I been trynna level up while some people just down play me
Imma
Keep pushing my nigga just keeping moving
We learning life lessons from loses we ain't losing
I got Everything to prove with nothing to lose
So why you think tha kidd always gotta move how i do
Uh
Lord I hope you hear me
And you bless the ones with envy
Cause we just want better days we ain't being picky
I know niggas in a struggle all they know is hustle
Putting in dat work like dey trynna building up muscle
I had to lose some friends just to see light again
Had to refocus back when I just saw the end
Suicidal thoughts but you keep it all in
Bottled up until another breakdown hits again
To be honest only god can judge not your honor
Good drink with big smoke just to silence problems
Overloading on da grind so da money follows
Gotta practice wat you preach and I'm just being honest
Uh
Ain't nobody else really coming like dis
I use to wild out daily but life makes ya switch
Oh my
I pray for better times Cause shit makes you realize
Dat even if you gettin to da money you won't feel alive
Deep shit
So keep ya mind equip
It be sounding like I'm preaching when I'm talkin my shit
Whoa
Just take another look a double take like ya shock
I can bless any track I don't even need hook
To be honest I been holding back for too long
Confess through the lyrics trying unwrite my wrongs
I learn da real from da fake and now stand alone
You only got ya self when god calls ya home
To be honest imma stay down and prayed up
Cause folks wanna see ya down but I ain't givin up
I'm trynna build a legacy with all my memories
Separate the bull shit like Moses partin seas
They devastated and I know dat I got em hatin
But all I do is grind so I guess we just ain't relating
I paper chase the money I told y'all f*ck being patience
So da money better be the topic of ya conversations
Lord forgive me I know dat you walkin me
The devil really workin I'm praying dat he don't get me
Imma keep it ten toes for my niggas dat ain't with me
Imma push through cause I know my angels living through me