Truth Among Ashes - Part of Me is Gone Lyrics

I'm struggling to know just how I feel
I can't take it, I want it all to end
I am not worthy of life
That's what I tell myself, that's what I feel

When half of me is finding peace
The other half is gone
Searching for eternity
In an endless wave of thoughts
Trying to find that light again
But everything is dark
What I found from my search within is a part of me is gone

I have lost the will to move on
But forward I push, past the walls that keep me in
But I am not free
I'm a prisoner, in a cell with no key

I start to feel anxiety
Each time I step outside
I find the world in front me
Is worse than what's online
Virtual reality, distracting me from life
But when I look inside of me
A part of me has died

You win, you have control
I'm too tired to fight the sickness taking hold
I'm going numb, I can't feel
The way I did before

I want to believe in me, but I always doubt myself
The things that I want to achieve are affected by my mental health
I wear a smile like a mask, but I can't wear it for long
I tried to fill this void inside, but a part of me
A part of me is gone

A part of me is gone
A part of me is gone