Losing My Mind Video (MV)

Yea
Make sure you check on the ones you love you know
You never know whats going through their mind
Yea look
Lately I been so detached
My mind fading and I feel my heart turnin black
It's like I'm on a journey through hell there's no way I'm turnin back
As I contemplate my future I'm thinkin about my past
Back when I had I no bills
Runnin round lookin for thrills
Bumpin mac up in my room before he lost his life to pills
Dam I was just a kid yea
That was when I had no worries just rockin my favorite Nikes
Kool-aid and frozen pizza what was in my stomach nightly
I remember growin up shit I thought that I was clever
Senior Skip Day was a day I'll always treasure
Chillin with the homies not a care in the world it was the Best Day Ever uh
Now I'm older and I got a taste of this reality
Tell the truth it got me itchin like some f*cken allergies yea
I'm allergic to this bullshit it got me goin through
Seein my days through deja-vu
Everyday my life devalue with shit that my demons make me do and put me through
I'm just broken and bleedin I'm dyin Inside
But I Never show it yea I got too much pride
I'll never forget lookin up in the sky who was there and who wasn't yea I'm callin out God
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don't know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I've been telling everybody that I'm just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you're up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Yea
I been lost inside my mind
I been feelin so confined
I broke my watch a couple weeks ago but I'm still ahead of my time
I wish I could rewind
Slow my life down and do it a little better
Cuz lately I been feelin like Bobby yea I been under pressure
I just don't wanta fade away
I'm scared of the world takin my life away like a valet
Been on my toes like ballet
This pain I cannot outweigh
I'm holdin on to burnt out endings like a f*cken ash trey
Reaper been teasin my death lately like some foreplay
I just wonder what my future holds
All I know is I'm makin my lane and breakin the mold
I don't gotta do what the rest of the world has been doin
Stressin over books and assignments my life is this music
I ain't knockin those who strivin for that piece of paper
All I'm sayin is it ain't for me I'm meant for better
Yea
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don't know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I've been telling everybody that I'm just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you're up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Lately I been going through it
I been I been losing my mind
Shit I don't know if I can do this
I been I been losing track of time
I've been telling everybody that I'm just fine
Reaper knockin at the door like you're up next in line
Lately I been losing I been losing track of time
Lately I been lately I been losing my mind
Yea I been going through it I feel like I'm just losin my mind
I spend my time searchin but don't really know what I'll find
Yea lately I been losin been losin I been losin losin my mind