Truffel the Phunky Phaqir - Hide Behind A Smile Lyrics

People see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile
Everything in life is breaking apart
I fling darts from the brain that stays mentally scarred
I got some thoughts that'll make a schizophrenic appalled
I think I f*cking lost myself like an identity card
Thinking of mental health or else I'll probably end it
I just grab a stack of records and some copies to blend it
It got me defensive, I'm putting up the locks and the fences
Close to a pro skater, how I dropped in the trenches
One day I might snap and stand in front of your entrance
With a bag of meth and a stress disorder like war veterans
And there's a reason why a decent guy like me
Who keeps the weed supply
Indeed will make an evening out of starting beef tonight
To all the people who've been doing me wrong
To abandon me like my dad, f*ck you, now I'm gone
I'm glued to the bong, the booze, blunts, numerous songs
I make while I'm on some shrooms too, I choose to be on
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People see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile
I'm at my wit's end and I'm getting close to ending this
My brain seems to hate me, while I'm trying to be friends with it
Attention deficit, mad, depressed and the rest of it
Penmanship is my amphetamine and my therapist
No meds, I'm like a nomad, follow my own path
I smoke grass and write all my problems down in my notepad
Now let me kick this flavor style, rock a show and take a bow
I'm sick of waiting, and it's time promoters get acquainted now
Ayo I spend my life creating, but it gave me shit for my patience
And if you're not as wack as them, forget the hits and placements
My shit's amazing, I kick a famous rapper's face in
I should be able to just take that famous rapper's place in
Ayo, it's hard to sleep, because the girl I need has passed me by
She was different than the other bitches, man, I had to try
Pardon me, while I stood by her and I hoped to fly
She killed a part of me, but it was probably supposed to die
People see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of pain within, it's been there for a while
Most people see me laugh and rip the mic device in style
But there's a lot of darkness that can hide behind a smile