Was try'na be the best
I had to reassess
Stop grading my success on what everyday people said
I didn't wanna leave my bed she told me get some rest
When all these voices in my head was getting me depressed
It's been a real test
Since I been away but know I had to leave the nest
To get up outta my situation and switch address
So much built up inside I finally had to decompress
I had to clean my mess
Just know I didn't leave to run away I left to kill
All of this negativity that shit is with me still
Told me I needed pills
I thought I needed dope
All I needed was soul
For these feelings to cope
I been dealing with shit but I been meeting with pros
Thought I fell off the deep-end but I'm seeing the hope
Got something to believe in with the man in the sky
I gotta learn to breathe in 'stead of passing it by
Was try'na be the best
I had to reassess
Because my brothers making moves that's making me reflect
I'm going through it good
Sometimes I feel alone
Without the family 'round me it's hard to feel at home
Pick up the microphone and prey you on the other side
I got so many files stored-up in my corrupted mind
But through the lowest lows
And through the uppest highs
I like my time alone
But I gotta go outside
Now see the way that sun shine
Look at the way that sun shine
I'm not here for the fake shit
I'm just here for a good time
Now see the way that sun shine
Look at the way that sun shine
I'm not here for the fake shit
I'm just here for a good time
Sometimes I miss my dawgs
Sometimes I'm missing the fam
Girl you know I'm the man
And I do this for the people that made me what I am
Sometimes I'm missing my dawgs
I'm steady missing the fam
So turn it up it's the jam
Got to where I'm going just to get where I am
Sometimes I miss my dawgs
Sometimes I'm missing the fam
Girl you know I'm the man
And I do this for the people that made me what I am
Sometimes I'm missing my dawgs
I'm steady missing the fam
So turn it up it's the jam
Got to where I'm going just to get where I am
Now see the way that sun shine
Look at the way that sun shine
I'm not here for the fake shit
I'm just here for a good time