Hidden Message Video (MV)

If I ever wind up dead inside a shallow grave
There's still so much shit I haven't got the chance to say
Be it that you disappeared or that you went away
Or that I got so sick of all the shit you put in place
Look listen up quick, everybody here can call it quits
I gotta lot of weight that makes me sick
I gotta dark past like 666
F*ck the tricks, i'm over this
I'm about to preach something ain't all bliss
I'm sorry for my life since one six
I know I lied a lot and never was completely honest
I often lost my word and had to break every promise
I know I said a lot of shit that may of broke some hearts
I often push my life away and focus on my art
I wish that I could tell the elder how i really feel
I know I wanna get close to dad before shit gets real
I wanna say goodbye to ones that I hadn't gave a chance
I'm sorry to my friends that I had broken the plans

Look gotta run from away from all the pain cause it don't stop
If I end up in grave promise me I ended on top
I gotta hidden message or two on my laptop
Look gotta run from away from all the pain cause it don't stop

I cant even run away from all the deeds when i was 12
I'm sorry that I put myself and you inside of this hell
This is for the girls that had to go out and play kiss and tell
When it comes to love i'm afraid you're the only one who fell
I don't even wanna catch feelings for a liar
I don't even wanna fight I got tired
And thanks for all the rides when I had no tires
As far as the ones who died you unleashed my fire
I know I lied a lot and never was completely honest
I often lost my word and had to break every promise
I know I said a lot of shit that may of broke some hearts
I often push my life away and focus on my art

Look gotta run from away from all the pain cause it don't stop
If I end up in grave promise me I ended on top
I gotta hidden message or two on my laptop
Look gotta run from away from all the pain cause it don't stop