TRP.P - Let Me Go Lyrics

How did we even get here?
Know it's been a crazy year
But I felt our future was just oh so clear
We don't hug as much these days
At the ends of the bed we lay
I face away to hide my falling tears
I know how I get sometimes
Even though you say I'm fine
I can tell when you just want to keep the peace
So before I lose my mind
And lose you for good this time
I need to walk away from you for me

Honestly I've never been on break before
This is hard, it's so hard
Always had a problem giving up control
I've let my guard, down before
I just need a minute I can't take no more
Close the door, don't say no
I know that resentment isn't what you want, so
So let me go, let me go

You can see me, but can you feel?
Sometimes I think you don't see me for real.
All that's in view is all there is to do,
And all I can do for you,
But not what I'm going through.
I'm not one to complain, I struggle to communicate
But you can't hold space for me if you got a full plate.
And I want you to eat, I want you to dream, be all you can be
Even if it's without me. This ain't easy, no..

Honestly I've never been on break before
This is hard, it's so hard
Always had a problem giving up control
I've let my guard, down before
I just need a minute I can't take no more
Close the door, don't say no
I know that resentment isn't what you want, so
So let me go, let me go