12.6.7 Video (MV)

It's still fresh in my mind, picture this shit all the time/ unhappy thoughts it's kinda hard to wrap it into a rhyme/ to lose somebody that's a best friend/ that last conversation that you had over the music a nigga just did/
Sitting there looking at my mama cry, hurt a nigga soul, broke me down I had to cry/ all he said was I'm sorry, but she didn't make it/
Cnd I just dropped to knees no lie I couldn't take it/
I was shocked like.... this gotta be dream/ me and sis was just talkin, looking like doc whatchu mean/ I ain't never felt this type of pain before/ I felt like a nigga heart just really dropped and broke/

Can you picture somebody you shared a room with, was broke slept on floors and went to school with/ calculate all ya moves with/ no longer in the physical, and it's hurting ya spiritual/ spiritual being, it's like it rained on the scene/ I'll prolly never like a Christmas Day again/ I'm in my feelings cuz I'll never hug my sister again/ cmen, til then I just say a prayer about her, we layed her to rest l seen the hood cared about her/

Cll i try to do is think about the good times, but my eyes flood with emotions I'm pouring in a rhyme/ til we meet again, promise you'll always be on my mind/ know you'll always be my sunshine/


Shit change when standing in that waiting room, pacing back and forth waiting on the breaking news/ man shit is stressful, I ain't catching friendly vibes/ 50 days after I just had my big sister die/ now pops sittin here, layin helpless/ 99% chance that won't make it/ all these crazy thoughts flipping thru my mind/ thinking to myself he gon b good in due time/ then a week go by, I got my head to the sky/ talking to moms how it's gon be sometime for pops to be right / then phone call hit again/ Doctor need me to come cScP so he can fill me in/

Heart feeling heavy as I pull up at the hospital/ told me that they did what they could do, now what I wanna do?/

Tell how you think it feel to stare down at ya father, a real man that showed me how I gotta treat ya daughters/ layin there motionless, I ain't heard his voice in like a week/ and they tell u it's the end, this shit is weak/ but being strong only stayed wit me for so long/ I had to make the choice, for him to suffer or go home/

For now he gon live forever, me and my brother gon hold it down bout whatever/ he
Held us down through whatever,

Didn't matter we was right or wrong/ So long as I'm able I celebrate him through these songs.