Pardon my mistake forever felt I could adore
The options finally commit to what I'm working for
The findings in transmission aren't comprised to settle scores
As I direct attention to a higher orator
Despite the days of tension, my intentions haven't changed
Made peace within myself, you've only got yourself to blame
To rid the negativity that encouraged settling
Exposing inner demons I was set in conquering
With rain outside my window
Don't need to know
I'll just go alone
Not forgetting those who've opened doors
The people who've remained a pinnacle
I'll just hold my own
I'm growing into what I've always thought I would become
Desire for ascension tempted loss of budding shame
In looking to my roots I found there's much left to attain
Encompassing the journey of a thousand different things
Just keep on looking forward when the past is beckoning
With rain outside my window
Don't need to know
I'll just go alone
Not forgetting those who've opened doors
The people who've remained a pinnacle
I'll just hold my own
I'm growing into what I've always thought I would become