Tristan Alexander - Fish to Fry Lyrics

I guess I'm older now
Enough at least to see the freaky parts
Or crush on stars
What a f*cking fantasy
That I could never dream
It's like a TV show and I'm playing losing cards
I can't see you coming back to me
You'll dance it off
That's just the way you are
Don't know if I should cry
I've got fish to fry
I can't get over that night when you came over
Touching shoulders
Did you know you had my heart?
I wished I'd never lose you when your laughing head was flipping on the light switch
And brightening the dark
And I might never see you in my bed again
Just whispers from afar
I wish that you would cry
You've got fish to fry
I see a beautiful world where you could work with me
Would you find out?
I trust that this is what you know that you believe
So I'll see you in my sleep
I wish that we could try
We've got fish to fry
I guess I'm older now
Enough that I am crying in the tub and downing drinks at things that could've been
I hope that when you see me you won't pity
We'll be smiling once again
I don't know if I should cry
I've got fish to fry