I cant understand
Why I'm so different
It feels like I'm cursed
Or is it cause I'm gifted
Looking at my past
Make me glad that I'm living
Issues that I had
Cant believe I dismissed it
By the grace of god
You ain't been where I been
Stop actin hard
Almost lost my f*cking life for not being smart
I didn't think twice when I traveled far
Now I'm hospitalised and I lost it all
I know the world has turn so cold
I feel the blessings in my soul
I know I'm gifted till I'm old
I don't look for acceptance cause I don't
I know the world has turn so cold
I feel the blessings in my soul
I know I'm gifted till I'm old
I don't look for acceptance cause I don't
Always been the underdog even as a kid
My mother bought me toys that others wished
Had a couple fights that I can't forget
Whole school hated on ya boy cause I'm different
The only one I loved was my stepfather
Actually I thought that was my real father
My whole world changed when I herd momma Arshaseb
Come and meet your real father
I can smell a coward without speaking to 'em
All your fairytales really got me ruined
I don't need your love I don't need your help
You left us in the dirt thought about yourself
Gave you many chances to prove yourself
Now every thing I want I go get myself
Imma self made men I create my wealth
And imma pray to god cause you need his help
I know the world has turn so cold
I feel the blessings in my soul
I know I'm gifted till I'm old
I don't look for acceptance cause I don't
I know the world has turn so cold
I feel the blessings in my soul
I know I'm gifted till I'm old
I don't look for acceptance cause I don't