Got drunk last night
Sent you an email
'Cause you blocked me
On your phone and your Instagram
I saw you getting your groceries
Near your place I made a delivery
Yeah, I did what I did, you can judge me
It doesn't make a difference anymore
We've moved on, that's the truth
But I still have a thought of you
When we were younger, when we first met
But that version of us is buried and dead
Buried and dead
Got lost for months
But felt kinda easy
No love, but that's alright
You learn to love yourself
And I think the gods smile upon me
'Cause I haven't really ruined it all
And I think I'm only just getting started
'Cause I gained it when I lost it all
And you're doing what you do, living your life
Now I get the meaning of living a life
The knife goes deep
When you talk and you can't sleep
The knife is so deep
But I'm on the path I'm on