Drugs got me feelin colder
But we just getting older
Got me feelin so lost
Never realized the cost
I want my life back
Stick with the pack
Depression and anxiety under attack
Needed a hug but got offered crack
Wasting my f*cking life away
Get out need to find a way
Not much else to say
This is the price I pay
Seeing my track marks
This shit is off the charts
Struggling for so long
This world I don't belong
Don't know how to vent
This the path I went
Getting locked up
Put lean in the pump
Started taking LSD
Drugs got me feelin colder
But we just getting older
Got me feelin so lost
Never realized the cost
I want my life back
Stick with the pack
Depression and anxiety under attack
Needed a hug but got offered crack
Cant get out of this damn hole
Feelin like I lost all control
Shot after shot on a roll
I'm not talking heroin
Going down this path I know I'll die
Looking for anything just to get high
Demons looked at me in the eye
Screamin out for help no one hears
Doing this now for many years
Tellin me I got issues
F*ck out of my face
Feelin like I'm in space
Your not the one in hell
Drugs got me feelin colder
But we just getting older
Got me feelin so lost
Never realized the cost
I want my life back
Stick with the pack
Depression and anxiety under attack
Needed a hug but got offered crack
If only u knew what I been through
So watch who you are talking too
Music is my way of coping
I'm f*ckin doping
911 on speed dial
I'm in f*cking denial
Been sleepin off of the perks
I've gotten much f*ckin worse
Nobody stays by my side
I ain got much to provide
Just know I f*ckin tried
Please someone be my guide
Drugs got me feelin colder
But we just getting older
Got me feelin so lost
Never realized the cost
I want my life back
Stick with the pack
Depression and anxiety under attack
Needed a hug but got offered crack