PAST Video (MV)

I wish you would know my past Seems like every time I open up, you just
Leave Tell me why the f*ck I sit thinking grieve
That's why I let it linger in my head for so, so long
I reach for you, but it's only a ghost Tell me these doors between us aren't closed

I'm not ready to move on without you Cause baby, you were my best f*cking view
Been thinking about you lately, will it go away
Watch you stab me in the back, wanna pass away
No matter how many times you hurt me, I still want you

I'm not ready to move on with someone new
Why is this so complicated, I miss your touch Baby, your love was a drug to me, it was
My crush Why can't I get you out of my head, why'd
You leave me on

Watching you get up and leave again, baby, please go on
I wish I would've kissed you one last time I wish you would know my past
Seems like every time I open up, you just leave
Tell me why the f*ck I sit thinking grief That's why I let it linger in my head

For so, so long
Can't sleep at night without you by my side Please, oh dear God, need you as my guide
When I love, I love hard, baby, I fell in love with you
No one has ever made me feel the way you made me feel with you

Help me with my relapses, baby, it's happening I've been trying to stop my habits, but it's
Challenging
Saw you as my wife, baby, I f*cking love you so much
You're a memory to me, I take, put to sleep

Oh, mom, you've let me down many times But find it in my heart to still love
Wanted to see you walk down that aisle in that dress
My friend's telling me it's gonna be alright But I can't see the light
Said you got with one of my homies, didn't believe it

I wish you would know my past Seems like every time I open up, you just leave
Tell me why the f*ck I sit thinking grief That's why I let it linger in my head
For so, so long
Smoking a cigarette, on my porch and my thoughts You and your friends were all rots

Now I'm more careful on who I give my heart to
You don't know what the pain I feel, what it put in me through
Can't seem to fall out of love with you Empty promises left right outside the door
Can't you see me drunk, passed out on the floor

Tell them you're leaving me, why the f*ck do I try
Baby, all I wanna do is lay down and f*cking cry
I keep looking at the pictures of us, we were happy
Cause I have never felt this type of pain before, I'm hurting badly

I wish we could turn back time and forget about what happened
So baby, oh please, let me love you forever and forever
I wish you would know my past Seems like every time I open up, you just leave
Tell me why the f*ck I sit thinking grief That's why I let it linger in my head

For so, so long